Seeing in Colors 6th August 2015
Today, I woke up late and missed my work. Maybe, I did that on subconsciously, because I feel lazy to go to work. I mostly, spend my days doing nothing. I waste time away thinking. A variety of thoughts come to my mind; most of them productive, some of them destructive.
My best ways, to spend time away for me is to learn something easily. For this, I watch movie and series ;)
The rest of the day is messed up like always, yet still I love it. I feel so because, over the experience I have realized that in the end, nothing bad will really happen. That everything will work out. There is no need to fear. Unless you commit a huge crime, then you’re messed up for life; brothers and sisters.
Right now, I am about to reach my 3rd decade of life. I don’t do anything special in life. Somehow, I manage to do little things of everything. I recently completed by Master’s Degree from Thailand on Public Policy major.
I have joined a Philosophy of Doctorate (PhD.) program (degree), from GSPA NIDA, which is located in Bangkok, Thailand (Area name: Ramkhamhaeng 118)
For Work: I am currently an Interpreter for Nepali to English Language for a non-profit organization called “United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees (UNHCR)” In this workplace my job task is easy and doesn’t require me to work, every day. So, I have been granted 9 days of work/month, as a part-time work.
Other than that my hobbies include: writing as much as possible about the things I have thought about writing. These, consists of ideas to implement, Innovation and policies regarding human development, Business ideas. Productive works which I would like to copyright then use it for the benefit of human welfare.
And this is why most of the time is messed up. Thinking and merely dreaming about it doesn’t change anything. The very moment we wake up from our dreams, see the world and people around; outside our homes. We realize that it is going to be not an easy task among all the competition, unknown stranger, and potential danger. Everyone is fighting for what they want from one main market, which is imaginary so to speak, yet contains everything people are looking for. In this platform, everybody has brought their ideas, products, capital, resources, opportunities and some have brought a whole extra bag of lies, deceit, and scam.
It is not an easy world, but this is it. We should not be saddened seeing or hearing this. Rather, make our skin thicker. Remind ourselves, everybody does it, so can we. This attitude will make us tougher and stronger, especially for lone people, who lack support and proper guidance from not having anyone to tell them these things or motivate them in times of low morale.
At times, we fall. Sometimes, when we fall we make it difficult for ourselves to pull back up. We tell ourselves all sort of things, to who should be blamed for our fall or failure. But, this does not do anything to bounce back. Instead, it weakens us emotionally and consequently weakens us mentally.
In any scenario as such, if we just change our mind or attitude of that of a stronger person. Like a person who can laugh away at the problem. Accept what has happened, and instead of emotionally saddening away at the problem, rather physically working on the next thing to do to eliminate next losses. This prompt action is needed because when one bad thing happens another is waiting to happen at any moment soon. Being aware helps a lot, reminding self to breathe at all times of pain and worries and troubles of all sorts. Finally, what I want to say on this matter is, if we change the way we see the problem the different outcome, we will enable it to, come about.
Try seeing it in different Colors. And use the one which is the most efficient one. When it comes to work and challenges, let's be Practical not emotional.
Emotions are good for other reasons. We will talk about that another time.
Till then…
